i had plans to stay up last night & do some sort of photo shoot. i miss doing anything more artistic than arranging noah’s meals into good compositions & choosing aesthetically pleasing baby outfits.
if i do photo stuff i don’t have a mess to clean up after. no more messes… please.
but when i took my shift with chloe, i nursed her & fell asleep with her on top of me until husband was coming down the stairs with noah in tow.
yeah- maybe tonight. or maybe not.
maybe in like 5 years.
i need the sleep anyway or i become a mean mommasaurus.  i’m not complaining really. i love what i do right now.