this is like the 3rd time in the past month & a half that i’m going out without babies.  tonight i’m going out to eat & i want to not totally blow my diet but i love love eating out & will most likely hork down everything in sight. guilt later.

speaking of diet…i have been on a diet for almost a week now & i haven’t dropped a pound. same sort of diet i put myself on back in the day before i got married.  it was extrememly effective for me then.  i’m hoping it’s building up & will start flying off soon. because i’m disapointed & hungry.

seriously though i have eating issues. it takes everything i have to control my food intake.  i swear i would eat 5000 calories a day if i didn’t watch it.