the moment it left me

i think most people will see this image and think i mean my heart.
which is in part true. but i also mean innocence, hope, faith and my ideas on how everything in the world worked.
i remember when it left and i’m pretty sure it looked just about like this.

oh if…

photo recovery

that’s what i’m doing right now because somehow all of my pictures from chloe’s party are gone. deleted. i have no idea how it happened. first i cried a little and then i started trying to get them back somehow. i’m running a recovery program right now but so far i’m getting the pictures back […]

chloe’s 2!

chloe is 2 years old today. i can’t see how that could be possible because she was clearly just born.
i could not be happier that i scrapped the idea of killing myself over a big party and took them to chuck e. cheese instead. we picked up her dora cake and that was pretty much […]