new year
in 2008 everything i had ever thought about anything was pulverized. i learned about grief, guilt, regret, and the complete destruction of my belief system…i learned to live without closure, without reason, and without understanding. and how to act like i was doing fine when i most definately was not. actually, the least fine i’ve ever been. […]
still through the sunlight days i wait
i’ve been feeling down lately. like really down. i’m sure a large part is the anniversary of the loss of my brother. i need to get myself out of this rut. it’s bad. i haven’t made a thing lately. nothing at all.
brent and i went away last weekend and that was lovely. i ate waayy […]
the moment it left me
i think most people will see this image and think i mean my heart.
which is in part true. but i also mean innocence, hope, faith and my ideas on how everything in the world worked.
i remember when it left and i’m pretty sure it looked just about like this.
pouring resin
i’m going to try my first resin pouring experiment. even though i’ve sworn before never to use it because of how toxic it is. i have used way too many toxic products and processes throughout art school and safe seems better at this point. however, i need something strong and really long lasting for a […]
deep inside you’re broken
i’m doing whatever i can to avoid thinking about tomorrow. my brother’s birthday. the first of many that we will celebrate without him. pizza, m&m’s, strawberry cupcakes- in honor a person who is no longer here.
everyday symbols of someone we love.
reminders that an entire 30 years of person is gone and he should be turning […]
